I was thinking I’d make my tumblr a little more personal. Probably means I’ll lose all my followers (might sound stupid to some people but obviously, that is how it works). Is it now I write you a proper farewell?
Nah, don’t think so. I’m gonna start this whole new era of personal blogging with telling you about an experience I had last night.
Last night I saw The Tallest Man On Earth, live here in Stockholm where I live. I’ve been thinking and thinking and thinking the past hours, of words to describe that it with. But I can’t find them. Whatever the words I use I feel unsatisfied with my description of that evening.
I don’t know if it’s any use for me, telling people about how much his music means to me. It feels like it never is, it’s the same thing with all these trips we’ve done, following The Kooks around the world. I know many people love them, and some probably just as much as I do. But I find it very individual, what one feels for a band and what they mean to you. At some point you can totally relate to others as they tell you about their experiences, but there are moments that I know for sure that no one will never ever understand, no matter how much details I come up with.
And that is kind of how I feel about this. I cried a lot during the concert. More than I thought I would. I was absolutely overwhelmed of his presence, and the whole performance was nothing but an hour of pure magic. And now I just wanna see him again. Like very soon. Like… Now.
Photo: Me
It’s just that I wonder all the time. I sit here and wonder if you remember anything from our conversations that we had for about a year ago. Wonder if you remember words I said as I much I remember the ones you said. I wonder if you ever think about those long nights when we talked til the sun was on it’s way up. If you remember things you told me and if it felt as big for you to say all that, as it felt for me to hear you say it. I wonder what’s going on inside your head and heart. What you think about me. What you think about it all.
But most of all I just wonder if you wonder too.
